how's gonna it be ??

currently listening to sweetdream by beyonce

love the lyrics so much ..

specially this part ..

"you can be sweet dreams or beautiful nightmare"

everything in our life relate rite ?

sometimes we really hope for good,but the result menyimpang jauhgile ..

olso my study,my life ..

juz now read my junior blog ..

haha

u really mke me realise dat situation !

thx dik ..

im juz human yet trying to perbetulkan diri ini ..

jgn emo ye ..

p/s : dedicated to kipas susahmati kelantan ..

and tonite ..

tired of ; deleting my mail,replying comment and LOL bout their status

actually,that olso one of my treatment too ~

and u all must hve one song that can mke u feel better rite?

so ..

feel it ...

*mcm merepek je post ni?

today

ohh ~

da lepas segala geram ..

so sye perlu treatment !

today,kami bershopping ..

thx ya mumy ..

u mke my day hooyeaahh ~ sungguh bagus ..

pling best ..

menu lunch kami hari ni ..

helo cik 3takoyaki ~

dgn 3dfrrent flavour ..

so sye tapao 10biji sekaligus

*perhatian,penat berjalan,pasti sgt lapar ...*

dan hasilnya

sgt sedap dan besar dr cik sushiking ..

mari lihat ..

dun judge da taste by its pic ~

mumyku yg sgt rse syok memakannye

dan

perkenalkan en mat,bukan name sebenar .. sebagai penjaga merangkap maskot baru kami di stesen ..

*success catch cik ti :D

edisi geram !!

kadang2 nak puaskan hati manusia bukan senang ..

ade je hasad dengki ..

ade je nk cari salah diri ..

perasan die je paling bagus ..

tibe2

hati saya sakit ..

mengenang sikap2 manusia ..

yg kadangkala takmatang macam usianya ..

lebih teruk ego mengatasi segalagalanya ...

ntah la ..

tapi ..

org mcm tu ..

tak selalu di atas ..

sebab hidup kita macam roda ..

dan selepas segalanya ..

sye harap die berubah ..

*rase mcm x je ..*

tapi ..

saye siapa ntuk menegur die ?
pandang sebelah mata pun xmahu ..

nak cakap jauh sekali ..

so,menegur je la dlm hati ..

bagus bukan?

eyh,

macam KO bagus sangat !!

xtau nape tibetibe die wujud dlm hidup aku ??

bongok !

bai !

*jgn risau,sye pun cmtu gak kenkdg

vacate

1st,sila cek dictionary bg yg xtaw pe maksud di atas ..

2nd,oleh kerane teramat geram,so sye doublepost

3rd,bru perasan yg benda tu betol2 menyemakkan otax

4th,trase nk suwoh kilang kitarsemula angkut kerusimeja kat luar tuh

5th,boleh dikatakan mengganggu ketenteraman individu dan public

6th,pakcik jaga mane ha?

7th,bunyinya boleh lawan petir yg bakal berdentamdentum diluar ..

oke,enough wif dat ..

at 1st,i think i'm very lucky sbb duduk bwh ..

sbbnye,dekat;xyah daki tangga;selesa dan jimatmasa ..

tp sye bru realise 1bende

*bongok,da geram,br nak perasan*

ade malaun malaun yg xresponsible

da pkul 12,papan kate sila kosongkan ..

die kate borak kuat2

hoii ~

tade belaja ke?

*mahal byar,stil xphm english ka?*

da tu,gelak cam pontianak lepas ..

tau ape sye buat hari ni?

maksud sye sebentar tadi ..

i turn on dejavu by doubles to maxmaxmax vol ..

*lantak laa kene penalti,janji ko senyap !!*

pakcik jaga pun ..

cam takwujud je ..

senang cite ..

malaun malaun nie mmg sgt semak !!

dah

sakit ati ..

takpasal2 ko dpt publisiti !!

bongok !

apabila bergelap ...

orang kate

kusangka panas hingga ke petang

rupanya hujan di tengahari ...

biar saye tambah ..

tak sangka malam pula blackout

hee ~

itula yg terjadi arini ..

taktala saya da bosan memasak dishes di cafeworld

*nek termuntah;lama tunggu+asek2 dishes same+takboleh dimakan*

tibe2

lampu room sye berkelip2 ala disco gitu ..

tuppp ~
*gelap*

dan kat luar,riuh macam ada pesta

jeritan,royantan,carutan,bebeltan,baling2tan jgn cite ..

tapi kampus terang ..

dan sye xlame di rumah ..

coz ade klas ..
percaye atau x ..

mari kite lihat ..

lampu emergency ye murid2

berikut adalah e.p

igtkan kampus ade letrik,tp sme je .. belaja dlm gelap,seb baek aircond bfungsi

dan sye rase 1bukit beruang gelap ketika itu ..

*ada jelmaan mdaud kilau

weekend ..

kadangkala rasa taknak balek ke rumah ..
azamnya nak study mse weekend

nak enjoy pun ade ..

tapi ..

kaki,roda kereta ajak "jumjumjum"

baju plak kate "aku da busuk laa weyh"

buku kate "cuti ke,minggu biase ke..bukan ko bce pun"

dan padlock kate "tape,aku jge bilik ko"

dan kesudahannye

saya balek tiaptiap minggu ..

dalam masa hmpir 2tahun jangkamasenye ..

dan ini ..

kami buat pade minggu ini ..

dan presenting juga ..

our new pets ..

all togeda 4,

tapi sekor blik kmpung jumpe mak ..

si sulung;paling terjal

angah;mcm lembu susu fernleaf bulu die ..

achik;mulut bising ..

dan mereka bertiga mrenung mase depan ..

actually,kami tak bg name lg serta kenalpasti jantina mereka .. :D

*seronok gila

...

she's not here anymore ..

her body hve but mind and soul juz go somewhere else

let she stabilize herself ..

she need times ,

she need space ,

please understand her ..

she need to think everything ..

and the most were ..

she need to make her own decision

but are these people understand enough ?

please ..

and please ..

she need petunjukMu ya Allah

she not trying to to talk filthy

because it is not her style

and she not learn to be like that

she need to change her style in life

yet,she need to wake up

from her fantasy world ..

strongly need to say goodbye

and trying to be like others ..

please ..

dont ask her why ..

and

please ..

pray for her ..

*truly